Anesthesia

Anesthesia is about that strange moment when you move from being conscious to unconscious, like two states existing at once.

Thinking about feeling right before anesthesia takes over - when awareness starts to blur and control slowly and softly slips away from you. You’re still there, but already drifting. It’s a vulnerable state, but also quiet and calm. A space between holding on and letting go, between feeling and not feeling.